This has been a rough time in my life. I could say, the last six months, but that is only when it all came to a head. The last three years? No, that's when God started really reworking me and molding me into a person who could handle my last 4 months. The last five years? No. That is when He showed me how to share my previous hurts so I could begin to heal, so He could set me on the journey of the last three years...

This rough time goes all the way back to the beginning of life. Those who have read my original blog "His Grace is truly amazing" understand how rough my times were. 

What I did not understand, even when I wrote that blog, was how perfectly my damaged-ness set me up to be fully deceived and further damaged by a person, so many believed to be godly